caught this time
Friday, December 10, 2004 @ 10:25 AM 0 comments

Anne toured me, Jules and Santy to the whole of the Far Eastern University really late last night. We made an Oscar-winning performance by pretending to be members of the band to be granted entry. We were waiting for Sheina(Jules new girlfriend) who was in her band practice at the FEU grounds, and we needed to kill time. And Santy's assessment about the exclusive tour was... 'boring'.

We received a text message from Anne inviting us to Paolo's (one of Anne's gay friends) house earlier because she said they were celebrating fiesta. Pao's house is near Santy's so we opted to go, just to find out that Sheina needed to go back to the FEU for their band rehearsal at 9pm. So we went with them, with their promise that we'd be drinking after that in Pao's house.

It proved to be a waste of time because we ended up in Anne's house instead doing nada so I just took my own time sleeping in the couch, waking up 30 minutes later with a head/toothache, no booze in my body and it's time to go home. Worse, I had to endure the whole night the suspicious stares from Pao and I felt certain that he's the one I least liked among Anne's gay friends. I think he thinks I'm also gay. I even heard him ask Anne once on a previous occasion if I am a 'pa-mhin' which later I realized to be meaning 'playing it straight' in gay lingo. He gives indirect questions that could more likely be connected to that Globe tagline; "Are you one of us?"He's really pissing me off and I feel so sick everytime he looks at me, it makes me really uncomfortable, it was as if every movement of my body is being monitored and it makes me want to poke him in the eye.

Five minutes before the clock hit 4 this morning, I was on my heels, running on the main street of our place, down to the next two blocks to reach our gate, only to see Mama closing the front door behind her (she sleeps in the store, with my father since it opened). I got away with a great lie that I came from a group study and luckily she didn't get mad. She even offered to cook for me if I wanted to eat and it really made me feel bad that I had to lie to her (again). If only she came a little later, I could've ran to my room before she got in the house. tsk. tsk.







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