What Timmy and I are having right now is not something I ever asked for. It's neither something I'd rather not want to have. I'm happy being with her and I guess that is what really matters now. I know in time she'll get tired of this, just like everyone else did, but I'll just take everything as it comes until then.

My birthday is in two weeks and nothing has been planned just yet. Every year, I have certain wishes for myself only to forget whatever it was the following year. Right now, I think I have lost the will to do wishes. They don't come true anyway, most of them at least.