eyes wide opened
Sunday, February 27, 2005 @ 3:19 PM 0 comments

Nobody told me that being good is hard. I have just realized that no matter what I do and no matter how hard I try to be good for others, there will always be someone to screw everything up. And it’s hard, very very hard, especially if that person is the one you trust your whole life most.

Last night, two of my most valued relationships almost ended. And it's almost funny that it took me only one night to grasp the fact that none of them could really last.

It's totally heartbreaking that no matter how much you love to be with some people, there will always come a time that everything must come to an end. Even though you have seen yourself growing up with these people and have your sons grow up with their sons, you will come to a point that you'd realize it's not possible.

The length of time you have been with a person can never be an assurance that you'll always be together because as you grow older, you come to know him better each and every single day and realize that there are still many things you don't know about each other that you get scared if you have been truly honest with each other all along. It's worse when you see the monster peeking in his eyes and growing larger each passing day.

I have never believed that we, people are destined to meet others along the path of our lives and have to lose each other along the way. Some say it's really that way, you go your way while the other go on his. But I've always thought that people can travel together through life and learn and grow up together. But now I'm getting convinced that such a thing is unattainable.



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