This issue have been blown too much out of proportion. My very own journal recently has been a battleground of another kind for me that I even seemed to be the antagonist in my very own message box. I have actually decided to keep mum about this because I thought that is what is right. But right now, many people have already been affected and even my family has been unnecessarily dragged into this muddle so I think I might as well have to clear things out.
My family, just like any other families, has its imperfections. And just because I have been very outspoken with these flaws to other people doesn’t give anyone the license to speak ill of my family and any attack made on anyone of them, especially from people whose family I have considered my own, will be very hard for me to forget.
My recent actions were not triggered by mere jealousy, like what has been said. This is a matter of disloyalty and how my family has ever been hauled to this, I can’t figure out.
For the best part of my life, I have been honest (or tried at least) and loyal to all of my friends. I’ve never really chosen the things to say about myself that it’s easy for them to say what I am thinking at any given time. And the only thing I want in return for my loyalty to them is their loyalty back to me. I don’t really care how much they want to say about themselves, I just want them to be loyal and true to me as I am to them (which is how it’s really supposed to be).
Like anyone else, I used to have jealousy attacks of course, but I have overcame all that because I know how to trust regardless of previous transgressions done against me as opposed to what some people accuse me. I would have never endured eight years of my life had I not learned how to do that.
I want this to be the last time I will ever have to talk about this. I don’t want to explain anymore, some people are accusing me to be someone they surely know I am not. The most important thing right now is change, which is far more meaningful than an apology. And I am not pointing fingers here, as someone might add, because I think I need that too.‘Almost’
is never synonymous to the word ‘Exact’.