Nobody knows yet where we're going tomorrow. We had set a swimming outing for the Silversoul but we don't have a clear clue until now where we really are going.

Two days ago, it was Laguna, then yesterday it was Batangas and now it's undecided again. What makes it worse is that the others are backing out only to take it back a few hours later. We are on a tight budget so we need as many people as how many could fit into Santy's SUV which we have rented for 2300 bucks (He's a family man now, you know, he needs the bread). And now, with also the resort fee and the food to think about, we just can't make up our minds.

Rj, my friend from school, offered their place in Batangas. He is already to ask his father to cook caldereta for us but I still can't commit without the guys' approval and I still don't know if that caldereta would be enough to feed us all. Vanessa (also a Silversoul, Jules' ex), who now has a family of her own in Laguna, also has a similar offer and now we don't know which one to take.

The primary problem here again is the money, and some of the Silversoul are shamefully taking advantage not to give their share, expecting someone else to pay for them considering the fact that we have already planned about this weeks ago. I'm sure some of them are thinking about Shiela doing charity, since she's a balikbayan and well, everyone knows what's that supposed to mean, but I will never allow that to happen unless she volunteers on her own without any pathetic prodding.

With this financial problem at hand, I also have to deal with my emotional stress. This is going to be the first time Shiela will come face to face with Menchie as my new girl. The first time they actually met was when I was still with Shiela and Menchie was the other girl, now it's the other way around and I still don't know what to expect and how I should act in front of the two. Shiela, as I've heard is also taking a certain George (introduced by Donna) perhaps not to make the change more obvious.