Good things just happen, you'll never see it coming.
I was afraid a feeling so great won't come my way twice. After Shiela, I never thought that it could just be possible for me to be happy with someone else. But I realized it could only be possible if I let myself be loved. I know I even said that I will never love the same way again and I knew I was right. I could give so much more.
Timmy came into my life in the oddest of times. I didn't even have the slightest idea that we could ever be together. Aside from her status and the 5-year gap, she was just the most unlikeliest person to be my girlfriend. In the beginning, I thought I was just enjoying the time. I was just following whatever happened next. It was Rico who told me to why not give it a shot since I wasn't hitting for other girls at the time and things have gone way too deep since. Now, for the second time in my life, I think I am in love.
Timmy and me
It was her niece's birthday when I met her kids, and even with Jules and Donna around with me to sleep-over, I couldn't believe it was harder than meeting any of my ex-girlfriends' parents. I knew it was a defining moment for the girls, and so it was for me. I didn't know exactly how to act in front of them as thay observed me silently with their beautiful young eyes. I'm not really sure if they were aware that I am their mom's boyfriend until I woke up beside them while Chzny, the eldest, was teaching her younger sister, Chlzy to wake me up by calling me 'Daddy'. It was the first time in my entire life that someone had called me that, that I didn't need an alarm clock to get up. For a split-second, I thought I zoomed into the future, having a child with not just one but two! I almost cringed at the thought, but I was truly elated that they were on the process of accepting me.
It instantly became easier for me to deal with the following incidents that they called me Dad. I'm not sure how to describe how I feel everytime they do that, but I know I have already accepted them, too.
I know we've only just begun, and right after Chzny requested me to come with her in their field trip, which I unfortunately can't grant because of my lab class, we've got plans laid out to go out like a big family's supposed to and I just can't remember the last time I felt so excited.